Long, stressful days that pushed my mental and emotional limits to their ends. Beyond actually.
It has now been almost three weeks since all of that ended.
So... why do I still find myself having horrible mood swings? One little things sets me off. I don't turn violent. Just angry and easily annoyed. My poor children take the brunt with being yelled at for breathing and such. I know I shouldn't be doing it, but I can't seem to stop it.
Then, as quickly as it comes it leaves.
I wasn't like this before everything happened. At least not to this extent.
I know that I can do better.
I am trying to do better.
I hope this is simply a test of my faith.
And... if it is...
I hope I can pass.
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