It seems the more I try to make sense of my life, the more muddled it gets.
The harder I try to be a good father and husband the worse I feel I do at it.
I don't know what the solution is.
I do know that I have faith that my Savior will help me as I work less to be in control and more to follow his example.
In a world that pushes, calls, and works to encourage humankind to put themselves first- to focus on the wants and the selfish desires we all posses as part of mortality- I can only continue to do my best.